last year

from baby blue by ella ruby

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// the frustration of getting over someone – longing to remember how things were at the same time as you’re longing to forget, savoring the way they linger in your subconscious all while grieving the loss of a relationship…it’s always the dreams that get me //

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this time last year
your voice cemented in my ear
i've dreamt of you each night this week
oh your fingers and your skin
the feel, the taste of you again
you only come for me in my dreams

lazy baby,
your throat against my tongue
getting off from how our hearts would beat in time
stupid, maybe
the ache of being young
i forget the way it felt when you were mine

this time last year
your pretty words assuaged my fear
we huddled close against the phone
oh your smile, and your laugh
the thought that i'd get you like that
kept me from desperately alone

gentle baby,
your fingers on my lips
marveling how soft my mouth got when I cried
treasured safety
your hands guiding my hips
i forget the way you'd moan that you were mine

oh i've had enough this year
you're gone and so are all my tears
you gotta stay out of my dreams
oh your warmth and your smell
subconscious missing you like hell
god i don't wanna fall asleep

stubborn baby,
your arms around my waist
moving slow with your hot breath along my spine
fucking crazy
all the time i waste
to forget the way i felt when you were mine

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from baby blue, track released June 10, 2022
Produced, Recorded, and Mixed by Jon O’Brien at The Music Box Studios, Idyllwild CA // Mastered by Philip Shaw Bova at Bova Lab Studio, Ottawa Canada // Vocals: Ella Ruby Scudder-Davis // Guitar: Ella Ruby Scudder-Davis; Eric Cannata // Drums: Kevin Farzad // Strings: Olivia Mainville // Artwork: Ella Ruby Scudder-Davis

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ella ruby Seattle, Washington

hi hello my name is ella ruby and I'm a queer indie-folk artist. these songs are my heart! thank you for being here 🦆

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